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Created on 2009-09-21 22:06:12 (#22580873), last updated 2009-10-26
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Basic Info| Name: | Jeni Wren |
|---|---|
| Birthdate: | 1988-07-04 |
| Location: | United Kingdom |
BioThis isn't my first livejournal account but i need a place to vent away from communities and what I've come to think of as my other life. The one that sits on top of the eating disorder. The one where I never acknowledge the constant voice in my head that thinks about my weight all the time - the voice that's been there so long I can't even imagine what it would be like not to have it. I have become so good at lying to my friends that half the time I don't even notice I'm doing it any more. My life is split down the middle between the normal girl who has a happy life, and what goes on behind my eyes. I used to spend my days thinking "all I want is to be thin". Now I spend them thinking "all I want is not to be fat, so better get a bit thinner just in case I slip".
This is my selfish place. I will probably post versions of the same thing over and over. I can't do that in my other world, and I hesitate to do it on other communuties, because I have a huge fear of boring people (the same people who bore me by doing exactly that, but that's ok, they have the right to do that). This is going to be whiny, self-indulgent and annoying, and anyone who doesn't like that can go take a flying fuck at a spiky tree and not friend me.
This is my selfish place. I will probably post versions of the same thing over and over. I can't do that in my other world, and I hesitate to do it on other communuties, because I have a huge fear of boring people (the same people who bore me by doing exactly that, but that's ok, they have the right to do that). This is going to be whiny, self-indulgent and annoying, and anyone who doesn't like that can go take a flying fuck at a spiky tree and not friend me.
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anorexia, arctic monkeys, bulimia, chest bones, costume, dr who, drinking, ednos, gigs, kaiser chiefs, keane, lost, rem, skins, snow patrol, street theatre, strictly, thin thighs, xfactor
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